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Jet Black New Year
By: Thursday
Don't even take a breath
The air is cut with cyanide
In honor of the New Year

The press gives us cause to celebrate
The air raid sirens
Flood barbed wire skylines
With artificial night,
As we sleep to burn the red
From our bloodless eyes.
Tonight we're all time bombs on fault lines

Like calendars dying
At New Year's Eve parties
As we kiss hard on the lips
And swear this year
Will be better then the last
Jet Black - the ink that spells your name
Jet Black - The blood that's in your veins
Jet Black
We say, "How long can we take this chance not to celebrate?"

There's music playing
Though we dance to the beat
Of our own black hearts
And draw diagrams
Of suicide on each other's wrists
Then trace them with razorblades

Fire to flames
"Strike Match."

Burn these words from our lips
As 'The Dagger' screams
"Love is dead"
and it's a "newspaper tragedy,"

Have we lost what we love?
Have we said everything?
Does it change anything?
Stare at the clock
Avoid at all costs,
This emptiness.

Have we lost everything now?
Walking like each other's ghosts
Around these silent streets
the sedatives tell you everything is alright

Like calendars dying
at New Year's Eve parties
As we kiss hard on the lips
and swear this year
will be better then the last

Have we lost everything now?
Walking like each other's ghosts
Around these silent streets
The sedatives tell you everything is alright

Ten seconds left until midnight
nine chances to drown ourselves in black hair dye
eight faces turned away from the shock
seven windows and
six of them were locked
five stories falling
forever and ever
three cheers to the mirror
now there are two of us
can we have one last dance?
A Poem

By: Mr. William Earnest Hensley

Out of the night that covers me.
Black as the pit from pole to pole.
I thank whatever gods may be,
For my unconquerable soul.
In the fell clutch of circumstance,
I have not winced, nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance,
My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears,
Looms but the horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years,
Finds, and shall find me unafraid.

It matters not how straight the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.
She's been thinkin' wishin' she could hide...

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About Me
location:Monument, CO
likes: art & music & friends & the fall & poems & my eyes & henna & tea & coffee & reading & writing & etc
dislikes: the president & ignorance/intolerance & mass amounts of raw meat & germs & avril lavigne/good charlotte & fake people

movies: Life is Beautiful, Dumb & Dumber, Euro Trip, American History X, Requiem for a Dream, White Oleander, O, Identity, etc
colors: Pink
tv shows: ALIAS (my favorite ever,)Family Guy, Extreme Makeover, all of the MTV reality shows, CSI, Wife Swap, Friends, Daria, etc
stores: Urban Outfitters, Zumiez, Pac Sun, bunch of other ones
songs: Jet Black New Year, The Scientist, Gone, Soco Amaretto Lime, Can't Always get what you Want, etc
music genres: Classic Rock, 80s Punk, 90s Alternative, Emo, Screamo, hXc, Indie
bands: Thursday, Flogging Molly, um....Check my info

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DRAMA [Friday
9:12pm May 20th]
So some really cool stuff has been going on the past two days.
Something I like to call DRAMA!
I mean, even though Drama is like way cool and not imature at all, I love how it still happens so much. Especially at the end of the school year, when it really matters, you know? And I love how people DONT come out and say that they're pissed at you, but they just heavily imply it or tell someone else they're mad. Another thing that's really cool about drama is how people like to make up complete crap and other people actually believe it. That makes me feel really good, like OMGZ! People need to chill the heck out. No one cares about your dumb dramatic episodes or when you did what. But if you want to continue acting super cool then by all means do that. Just realize that you're probably the only one who cares and in the whole scheme of things, it doesn't matter at all. Ten years from now are we gonna think, "Hmm, I don't like so and so cause Susie told me that Mary told her that Jane said she didn't like me." GET THE HECK OVER IT! I'm not adressing this to anyone in particular however I feel it can be applied to many a situation right now...

I needed to get that out.

8:27pm April 12th]
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5:36pm April 9th]
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x bye bye bella

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5:59pm March 8th]
Cry me a fucking river, why don't you?

7:52pm February 11th]
Are you fucking kidding me?
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You're in the arms of angel...May you find some comfort here [Wednesday
9:26pm January 19th]
This is one of the saddest nights I can remember...Well since Houston died...

After school today, around 4 o'clock, 4 kids from school were on the frontage road off I25 at the County Line exit down here, were going too fast around a curve, hit an SUV...One girl, a freshman, died...14 years old...Dead. Forever. The three other kids were all in my grade, went to my school, I have known since middle school. The three of them are all in critical condition in the hospital. ITs all anyone's been talking about the whole night. On the phone. On IM, emails. Everything.

I want to scream. I'm so upset. How could this happen? These accidents around here are hitting closer and closer to home. What if it's someone I was close with? Life is so short! This girl woke up this morning, not knowing it would be the last time she ever did it. Life is way too short. I feel so selfish for being concerned about some stupid fight with my friends. I feel awful for every person I've been less than angelic to. We're not guaranteed tomorrow. So how come we live like it's guaranteed forever? Everyone's so wrapped up in their own personal problems, they don't realize how much they're taking for granted. Even I am that way. I get depressed sometimes and think "bad" thoughts about life and death, how wrong is that? I'm so lucky to be alive. I have so much to live for and I take that for granted all too often...

I didn't want anyone commenting about this. I don't need you to say sorry, what I'd appreciate you all doing is keeping Sara Lasasso and her family (Shes the girl who died) and all of the other families and kids involved and hurt by this accidents in your prayers and thoughts. We can only pray. Pray and hope for the best.

Don't leave your house mad.
Make up with old grudges.
Tell the ones you love that you love them.
Live every last second to the fullest.
Treat everyone like angels.

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